Active & Passive

In my life...

There's "something" that I take the initiative and try to get it...

But in these few years...

I realized something...

And that is...

Even if u take the 1st step...

It can't be guaranteed that you'll get what you want...

Instead...

You might just get nothing...

And become tired of getting it...

Since then...

I have take my 1 last initiative...

To be a "Passive"...

If the "Active" can't get it...

Why don't wait for someone to be that "Active"??

But it's impossible for me to remind my mind to be a "Passive"...

Instead...

I kind of turned my necklace into a bracelet...

That keep reminding myself...

To remind the reason to be a "Passive"...

To Remind why not to be an "Active"...

Being an "Active" will only make yourself tired...

Being a "Passive" will make your life more simple than others...

Being an "Active" will always have a burden of worry for everything for nothing...

Being a "Passive" will just have the worry for nothing for everything...

Being an "Active" will have to take the risk of having everything or lose everything...

Being a "Passive" won't get anything or lose anything...

But either way...

Being an "Active" or "Passive"...

It is a gamble that you take a friendship on that "something"...

So before taking the risk to join the gamble...

Ask your heart...

"Is it worth to go for it??"

There's a quote in Chinese that summarize of being an "Active" for too long...

"坚持久了会心累，主动久了会崩溃"...